Why? It's too much......I can't sleep tonight!
Maybe posting a few images of the things tumbling through my brain will clear the slate and sleep will come....?
An American president from my world, and a very brave woman who has now been slain. It is too much!
For most of the fall, I have been trying to help and "fix" things....to make life better for those I love. I know it is impossible to do it all and make things just fine. (I do get frustrated when a meal I make is not savored, most are and I keep trying!). I need to get back to my own world...and do my art! I'm frustrated about the little stresses and now the world of terrorism and insanity comes to the forefront again! (Testosterone poisoning?)
Holding this baby I have had many moments of wonder and "being" not "doing". Doing exhausts me! This beautiful suburban world in north Georgia ,of endless shops and material possessions for these beautiful homes exhausts me too. It is too much. ( But, I am excited about my new green paella pan. )
I know that peace and sleep will come....."It is as it is". No doubt the universe is unfolding as it should!
(Thanks for listening!)
